Amanda's Erotic Awakening

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If you’re seeking something different… a genuine, authentic human connection with a woman who will take the time to understand your world, then perhaps pause for a moment and explore my profile. You may just find what you’ve been searching for.

ALL SESSIONS DO REQUIRE A DEPOSIT TO SECURE MY TIME

Location

I offer all my sessions from my private retreat space, located north of Alnwick, between Alnwick and Seahouses, in rural Northumberland. Just 10 minutes from the A1 and with Alnmouth as the nearest train station, it’s easy to reach while still feeling beautifully secluded. If you are arriving by train I can collect ad drop you back off at the station for a small fee.

This is not a bedroom setting. It’s a purpose-built studio designed entirely for relaxation, connection, and transformative experiences. My sessions are offered either on a futon on the floor — perfect for grounding and intimacy — or on a comfortably heated massage table, depending on the work we are doing together.

The building is stand-alone, set within a small private complex that includes my own home, yet remains completely separate and discreet. Every detail has been created with intention: exposed wooden beams, a walnut floor underfoot, soft ambient lighting, and the gentle warmth of a log burner. There is a walk-in shower, a small kitchen area, and everything you need for comfort and ease — all under one roof, with no one to disturb us.

The retreat space holds a sense of charm and spaciousness, offering an atmosphere where you can arrive fully, breathe deeply, and let go. Ultra-discreet and surrounded by the quiet of a sleepy Northumberland village, it offers ample private parking. For those arriving by train, I’m happy to arrange collection from the station so your journey is smooth from start to finish.

This is a space built for presence — a place where time slows down, and the outside world fades away.

About my work and my passions

I create a space for what’s real. This is more than just touch—it’s connection, meaning, and authenticity woven into every moment. A completely unique experience, far from the ordinary and unlike anything you've known before.

Hello and welcome to my little corner of sacred sexuality. My name is Amanda, and I’m here to guide you through a deeply transformative experience where you can reconnect with your authentic self and explore your sensuality in a safe, welcoming space.

With over 18 years of experience in positive sexuality, I offer a range of practices rooted in integrity, respect, and honesty. Each session is designed to provide a nurturing environment where you can explore your desires and personal growth, whether you're seeking relaxation, emotional healing, or sexual empowerment.

I do this work because I believe that true freedom and self-expression come from embracing and honoring our bodies and our pleasure. For many, sexual energy is a vital part of who we are, yet it's often misunderstood or repressed. Through my work, I create a space where you can reconnect with that energy—without shame or judgment—and reclaim your sensuality.

My goal is to support you in empowerment to explore, heal, and transform through conscious touch, energy work, and practices that honor your body and your unique desires. I’ve seen firsthand how deeply liberating it is to connect with oneself on such a profound level, and I feel incredibly honored to be a part of that journey with you.
What I offer goes beyond just touch—it's about building trust, creating connection, and facilitating profound experiences that honor your body and energy. From Tantric Massage to Sacred BDSM, Shibari, and Shadow Tantra, I provide you with the opportunity to explore a variety of modalities that will leave you feeling rejuvenated, more connected to your authentic self, and deeply at peace.

I work with both individuals and couples, offering tailored experiences to match your unique needs. Whether you’re new to this kind of work or are already familiar with the practices, my playful yet deeply professional approach ensures that each session is safe, empowering, and enriching.

I invite you to step into a space where the outside world fades away, and you can truly focus on your journey of self-discovery. In my private retreat, nestled in the tranquil Northumbria countryside, you’ll have the privacy, comfort, and space you need to dive deep into your exploration.

Let me guide you in unlocking deeper layers of your being, whether through conscious touch, breathwork, energy healing, or transformative tantric practices. Together, we will create a journey where you feel safe to explore your pleasures and heal any emotional blockages, leaving you empowered, balanced, and more aligned with your true essence.

If you’re ready to take that step, I’d love to welcome you. Reach out to me today to book your session and embark on a journey of connection, healing, and pleasure.

I work with a range of transformative practices such as:

Tantric Massage
Taoist Erotic Massage
Erotic Massage
Lingham Massage
Prostate massage and strap on exploration
Tie and Tease
Tie and Tease using Shibari techniques
Nuru Massage
Conscious Kink
Spanking and Impact Play
Sensation Play
Sacred BDSM
Shibari
Shadow Tantra
Sexological Bodywork


All my sessions are one-way touch, where I offer touch, presence, and energy to you. This creates a space where you can fully receive, without the need to perform or give back. The only exception is during sessions focused on Sacred Touch or Safe Consensual Touch, which are designed around mutual, intentional interaction. These sessions require a foundation of trust and clarity, and as such, I ask that you have engaged in at least three hours of guided work exploring consensual touch before stepping into this two-way experience.

Within my offerings, I create space for you to explore and awaken deeper layers of your erotic and energetic self. This includes practices such as prostate massage, strap-on play, spanking, and a range of impact and sensation play. Each of these can be tailored to your comfort, curiosity, and desires—whether you’re seeking therapeutic release, embodied pleasure, or the experience of surrender.

For those drawn to deeper energetic surrender, I offer pathways through Sacred BDSM and Shibari. These modalities allow you to soften into trust, explore boundaries, and access states of openness that can be deeply transformative. Through intentional use of power dynamics, ritual, and restraint, we work together to help you meet yourself in new ways—beyond shame, beyond control, and beyond surface-level connection.

I also incorporate elements of Shadow Tantra, a practice that invites us to welcome and integrate the parts of ourselves that have been hidden, denied, or shamed. Through this, we don’t just play with sensation—we engage in healing. This work supports you in becoming more whole, more conscious, and more at peace with your full self.
Location

I offer these sessions from a private, discreet, purpose-built space nestled away in the Northumbria countryside between Alnwick and Seahouses. This welcoming, secure, and self-contained environment is designed to offer the utmost comfort and privacy. The space includes a small kitchen area, a large shower, and a wood burner to keep us cosy.

I like to think of it as a "cosy intimate space," where the outside world can slip away as you dive into your experience. With plenty of parking and an atmosphere designed for relaxation and exploration, it provides the perfect backdrop for deeper immersion into your journey and is located only a mile away from the rugged beauty of the Northumbrian Coast which is perfect place to integrate your session taking in natures beauty.

A little about me

I’m not only deeply passionate about what I do but also love bringing warmth, playfulness, and ease into each session. As a tall, blonde woman with blue eyes, I bring a welcoming and open-hearted energy into my work. My easy-going nature helps create a relaxed, comfortable atmosphere where you can feel completely safe to explore your desires and sexual pleasure on multiple levels.

Why Visit me?

As someone who values connection, I believe that each session is not just about touch but about building trust, nurturing your soul, and providing you with a space where you can reconnect with yourself. My playful spirit combined with my deep expertise in tantra, breathwork, and sexological bodywork allows me to guide you in ways that are both respectful and empowering. Whether you’re new to this kind of work or seeking to deepen your journey, I’m here to welcome you with open arms and an open heart.

My Training and Expertise

Over the past 20 years, I have trained with some of the leading names in the world of tantra, investing deeply in my own growth so that I can bring the very best to those I work with. My training spans tantra, Taoist erotic massage, breathwork, sexological bodywork and authentic relating giving me a rich and varied toolkit that blends depth with playfulness in every session.

I am passionate about supporting others to reconnect with their bodies, awaken their sensuality, and discover the joy that comes from truly inhabiting themselves. In our time together, you are invited into a space where curiosity, presence, and pleasure can unfold naturally—where the experience is as much about connection as it is about touch.

How to Book a Session

If you'd like to book a session, please refer to my available dates below or feel free to send me a message for my full advance booking schedule. As I offer a limited number of sessions each week, I highly recommend booking in advance to secure your preferred time.

To confirm your booking, I do require a deposit, and I will send you details of this when you request to book .Please don't hesitate to reach out if you have any questions or need assistance with the booking process.

PLEASE NOTE ALL MY SESSIONS ARE ONE WAY TOUCH FROM ME TO YOU AND I AM NOT NAKED IN THE SESSIONS, I ALSO DONT ACEPT ANY DRESS REQUESTS

Tantric Massage

I am trained in both tantra and tantric massage, drawing on years of study and personal practice to create experiences that are deeply nourishing for body, mind, and spirit. For me, tantra is an art of presence, connection, and conscious touch—a way of awakening the body’s natural vitality while honouring the whole person.

Tantric Massage is the core of my work: a deeply immersive, 2-hour journey designed to activate your erotic energy and restore harmony within. Using slow, conscious touch, I guide you into a state where the outside world fades away, and your awareness turns inward. Here, in this space of safety and acceptance, you can begin to release tension, awaken sensation, and connect more fully with the life energy that flows through you.

Each session is unique, tailored to your needs in the moment. My playful yet deeply intuitive approach ensures that you feel safe, seen, and cherished throughout. The pace is unhurried, allowing you to drop fully into your body and explore the subtle waves of sensation that arise. This is not simply about physical pleasure—it is a meditative, healing experience that can help dissolve energetic blockages, open the heart, and bring a deeper sense of connection to yourself.

When you relax into this journey, the magic of tantra unfolds naturally. You may find yourself feeling lighter, more open, and more alive—not just during the massage, but in the days and weeks that follow.

Taoist Erotic Massage (Minimum 2 Hours)

In the Taoist Erotic Massage, we work together to awaken and circulate your sexual energy, allowing it to flow freely throughout your entire body. Rooted in the ancient Taoist understanding that sexual energy is a powerful life energy, this practice invites you to experience pleasure not only as a physical sensation but as a source of vitality, balance, and deeper self-connection.

Over the course of this deeply immersive 2-hour session, I will guide you through slow, intentional, and erotic touch designed to harmonise your body’s energy and awaken every layer of your being. You will be invited into active receiving—remaining present and aware as you consciously open to touch, sensation, and energetic flow. This is not a passive experience, but a co-created journey where your presence and willingness to engage with what arises are as important as my touch.

An element of breathwork is woven throughout the session, helping you to drop deeper into your body, expand your capacity for pleasure, and support the movement of energy from the sexual centre into the rest of your being. By breathing consciously, you enhance the circulation of erotic energy, allowing it to rise and infuse your whole body with a sense of aliveness and spaciousness.

Erotic Massage (Minimum 1 Hour)

The Erotic Massage session is a gentle yet deeply pleasurable introduction to erotic energy work—a perfect choice if you’re curious but not quite ready for the full depth of the Taoist Erotic Massage. Think of it as a softened, beginner-friendly version of that ancient practice, offering you a safe and inviting space to begin exploring your sensuality without feeling overwhelmed.

In this 1-hour session, we focus on awakening and amplifying your erotic energy through soothing, sensual touch that is unhurried, attentive, and deeply nurturing. My intention is to help you drop out of your head and into your body, allowing you to notice and enjoy the subtle ripples of sensation that begin to awaken within you. As we work, I pay careful attention to your responses, adapting the pace and style of touch so you can relax fully and remain comfortable throughout.

Prostate Massage (Minimum 1 Hour)

For men, the Prostate Massage offers a unique opportunity for both pleasure and healing, inviting you into a space of deep relaxation, connection, and release. Over the course of this gentle 1-hour session, I create a safe and nurturing environment where you can fully let go and trust the process.

Prostate massage can be profoundly therapeutic, supporting improved circulation, pelvic floor health, and the release of built-up tension. It also offers a pathway into heightened states of pleasure, allowing sensations to ripple through the whole body. My approach blends lighthearted ease with deep respect for the intimacy of this work, so you can feel completely at home in your body without pressure or expectation.

I will work slowly, attuning to your comfort at every step, using breathwork and conscious touch to help you relax and open. Whether your intention is to explore new dimensions of pleasure, to experience the physical benefits of prostate health, or to simply enjoy a new kind of embodied connection, you’ll be supported throughout with care, presence, and integrity.

Lingham Massage (Minimum 1 Hour)

The Lingham Massage is a sacred invitation for men to reconnect with their sexual energy in a way that is both deeply respectful and profoundly nourishing. In this 1-hour session, I guide you through an experience that blends rhythmic, sensual strokes with conscious intention, creating a safe and supportive space for relaxation, pleasure, and healing to unfold.

This is not simply about physical touch— it’s about awakening the full spectrum of sensation, dissolving tension, and allowing your erotic energy to flow freely through your body. As we work together, you may notice a deepening of your breath, a quieting of the mind, and a softening into presence. For some, this can be a pathway to profound release — both physical and emotional — while for others, it can open the door to a renewed sense of vitality and confidence.

My warm, playful, and grounded energy invites you to feel at ease from the very beginning, so you can fully surrender into the experience without pressure or expectation. Each session is held with reverence for the power and beauty of your sexual energy, and the understanding that when approached consciously, pleasure can become a profound tool for healing, self-discovery, and connection.

Body-to-Body Nuru Massage (Minimum 2 Hours)(please note there is an additional charge for this)

(Please Note: This has a Prerequisite of Exploring Safe, Consensual Touch)

In the Body-to-Body Nuru Massage, we step into a world of full-bodied connection, where touch becomes an art form and presence is everything. Lasting a luxurious minimum of 2 hours, this session is designed to immerse you in skin-on-skin intimacy, as I use my entire body to glide, press, and flow with yours in a slow, sensual rhythm.
The session begins with warm, nourishing oil — traditionally chosen for Nuru massage — that allows our bodies to move together effortlessly, melting away the boundaries between giver and receiver. As our skin meets, every movement becomes a conversation without words, inviting you to let go of tension, melt into the moment, and surrender to waves of pleasure and relaxation.

This is more than just touch — it is a full-body embrace that heightens your senses and brings you fully into the present. The deep, fluid connection can awaken erotic energy throughout your whole being, leaving you not just physically relaxed, but emotionally replenished and sensually alive.

I hold this space with warmth, playfulness, and deep respect, ensuring you feel safe, cherished, and free to explore your pleasure without judgement or pressure. Here, you are invited to simply receive — to be celebrated, nourished, and welcomed into a space of pure, unhurried intimacy.

Bondage Massage (Minimum 2 Hours)

The Bondage Massage is an invitation to explore the exquisite interplay of control, trust, and surrender within a safe, consensual, and fully attuned space. Lasting a luxurious 2 hours, this session is designed for those curious about how the subtle art of restraint can heighten sensation, deepen intimacy, and awaken new dimensions of pleasure.

Using soft ties or cuffs, I gently restrain you in ways that feel secure yet comfortable, allowing you to fully let go into the moment. With your body safely held, every stroke of my hands, every brush of my skin, becomes magnified — turning even the lightest touch into an intense, electric experience. The contrast between stillness and movement, restraint and caress, invites you to sink into a place where your only task is to receive.

For some, this is an exploration of vulnerability and trust; for others, it’s a way to access deeper states of erotic surrender. My easy-going, grounded nature ensures that you feel completely at ease from start to finish, with clear communication and consent at every stage. There is no rush, no expectation — only the delicious balance of power and tenderness, dominance and care, that makes this dynamic so uniquely intoxicating.

This is more than a massage — it’s a shared journey into sensation, connection, and the beauty of letting go.

Tie and Tease (Minimum 1 Hour)

The Tie and Tease session is a delicious dance of playfulness, restraint, and anticipation — a chance to explore the lighter, flirtatious side of power dynamics. Lasting 1 hour, this experience blends gentle bondage with sensual teasing to build a slow burn of excitement and arousal.

Using soft ties or cuffs, I guide you into positions that feel both secure and comfortable, giving you just enough restraint to heighten your awareness of every sensation. With your movement gently limited, touch becomes electric — a feather-light stroke, a lingering caress, a teasing pause — all designed to keep you guessing and yearning for what might come next.

This is not about rushing to a destination, but about savouring the journey, letting the energy build until you’re lost in the moment. My warm, inviting nature ensures that the experience feels safe, lighthearted, and deeply pleasurable, so you can relax into the thrill of surrender while still enjoying the fun, cheeky energy that makes this session so unique.

Whether you’re new to bondage or simply love the playful edge of being teased, this is a space to explore, laugh, and indulge in the art of anticipation.

Tie and Tease using Shibari (Minimum 2 Hours)

The Tie and Tease Shibari Session is where playful sensuality meets the intricate beauty of rope work. Combining the flirtatious energy of tie and tease with the art of Japanese shibari, this 1-hour experience invites you to surrender into a world of connection, anticipation, and exquisite restraint.

Using natural jute ropes, I create ties that can be snug and secure — perfect for complete restriction — hugging your body in ways that heighten sensation and focus your awareness. The rope’s gentle texture against your skin adds another layer of erotic stimulation, with each pattern both restraining and adorning you as a living work of art.
With your movement completely restricted, even the lightest touch becomes amplified: a slow caress, a teasing pause, a warm breath just out of reach. This session is about building delicious tension, keeping you on the edge between longing and release.

My playful, intuitive energy ensures you feel completely safe and cared for, so you can relax into the moment and fully enjoy the thrill of surrender. In this space, shibari becomes more than just rope — it’s a dance of control and play, beauty and excitement, all wrapped up in an hour of teasing, laughter, and unforgettable sensation.

Sacred Touch Sessions (Minimum 3 Hours)

(Please Note: This has a Prerequisite of Exploring Safe, Consensual Touch)

This is the only session I offer where there is two-way touch, creating a shared experience of giving and receiving. Because of the mutual nature of this work, there is a prerequisite of exploring safe, consensual touch together first, so that we both enter the session with clarity, trust, and respect.

From the moment you arrive, you are welcomed exactly as you are — there is no need to perform, strive, or be anything other than your authentic self. Through slow, mindful touch, we awaken your senses and guide your awareness into your body, helping to dissolve layers of tension and gently release emotional blockages that may have been stored for years.

This session is perfect for those who wish to learn how to connect more deeply through touch — to discover how touch can be a form of presence, communication, and intimacy. The session may include breathwork, stillness, and gentle movement to help you ground and expand into the experience, as well as moments of silence to allow integration. Each stroke, each pause, is an invitation to come home to yourself — to feel your own aliveness and embrace the beauty of being fully present.

My nurturing, welcoming presence holds you with deep care and reverence, creating the trust and safety needed for you to fully surrender into the moment. Many leave feeling lighter, more at peace, and profoundly reconnected to their body and inner world.

This is more than touch — it is a sacred meeting with yourself, where healing, learning, and pleasure can exist side by side.


Please note that the Exploring Safe, Consensual Touch session is a prerequisite for this deeper work, ensuring that trust and boundaries are fully established.

Exploring Safe, Consensual Touch (Minimum 3 Hours)

Before moving into Sacred Touch, Nuru body to body Massage, or other intimate sessions, it is essential to first explore the foundations of safe, consensual connection. This 3-hour Safe Touch & Intimacy session is designed for people who truly value and respect another person’s body, and who wish to learn the art of being both safe and present in touch.

We take the time to explore the dynamics of giving and receiving in a way that honours each person’s comfort, boundaries, and autonomy. Through guided exercises, you’ll discover how to communicate clearly, listen deeply, and express your desires in a way that feels natural and respectful. We’ll also explore how to recognise and maintain boundaries — both your own and those of another — so that touch becomes a shared language of trust and care rather than assumption or habit.

My easy-going, friendly nature ensures this space feels comfortable, non-judgemental, and supportive, allowing you to relax into the learning process. Whether you are new to conscious touch or simply wish to deepen your skills, this session will empower you with tools for creating safety, building trust, and approaching intimacy with awareness.

Bespoke Full-Day Retreats (Minimum 8 Hours)

For those longing for a deeper, more immersive journey, I offer Bespoke Full-Day Retreats — a luxurious minimum of 8 hours devoted entirely to your exploration, healing, and pleasure. These retreats are fully tailored to your unique needs and desires, allowing us to move at an unhurried pace, weaving together practices that nourish your body, mind, and spirit.

Your day may include a rich blend of tantric massage, breathwork, energy healing, and other embodiment practices, all chosen to meet you exactly where you are. Whether your focus is on emotional release, erotic awakening, or a combination of both, the beauty of this format is the spaciousness it provides — time to drop fully into the moment without the clock dictating your experience.

Between sessions of touch, movement, and breath, we create moments for integration: stillness, conversation, shared reflection, or even simply resting in silence. My playful, light-hearted approach ensures that even as we explore deeply, the atmosphere remains relaxed and welcoming, allowing you to feel completely at home in your body.

This is a retreat where there is space for everything — from laughter to tears, from gentle holding to ecstatic expression. It’s an opportunity to step away from the demands of daily life and immerse yourself in an experience that honours your whole self.

Whether you come seeking profound healing, sensual exploration, or a journey that blends the two, your Bespoke Full-Day Retreat will be a personal, sacred adventure — one that can shift your relationship with your body, your pleasure, and your inner world in lasting ways.

Couples Tantra: Deepening Intimacy (Minimum 3 Hours)

For couples, I offer Couples Tantra Sessions — a beautifully immersive 3-hour experience designed to enhance intimacy, communication, and sensual connection. In our fast-paced lives, it can be easy to drift into routine, but this session offers a sacred pause — a chance to rediscover each other with fresh eyes, open hearts, and awakened senses.

Held in a safe, sacred space, this is an opportunity to explore your desires together, free from judgement or pressure. Through guided tantric practices, conscious touch, and partnered exercises, you’ll learn new ways of giving and receiving pleasure, communicating openly, and cultivating deeper trust. We might weave in breathwork to sync your energy, eye-gazing to strengthen your emotional bond, and sensual touch techniques that open new pathways to pleasure and connection.

My playful, warm, and welcoming presence ensures that both you and your partner feel at ease throughout the journey. I hold space with equal care for each of you, making sure your needs and boundaries are honoured while also encouraging curiosity, exploration, and fun.

Whether you’re brand new to tantra or already on the path, this shared experience can open the door to more profound communication, more playful sensuality, and a renewed sense of being fully alive — both as individuals and as a couple.

Strap-On Play (Minimum 1 Hour)

Strap-on play is a powerful, intimate, and deeply embodied experience that invites you to explore the art of receiving in a conscious and connected way. This 1-hour session goes far beyond penetration as a purely physical act — instead, we approach it as an energetic, emotional, and sensual journey that can awaken new pathways of pleasure and self-awareness.

From the moment we begin, I create a safe, grounded, and judgement-free space where you can fully relax into the experience. We take time to attune to your body and your pace, using breath, eye contact, and touch to build trust and connection before any penetration occurs. Every movement is an invitation to explore what it means to truly receive — not only physically, but emotionally, as you allow yourself to soften, open, and let go.

Strap-on play can be playful, passionate, and intensely erotic, but it can also be tender, nurturing, and transformative. For some, it’s an exciting curiosity; for others, it’s a way to expand their sexual expression or gently work through physical or emotional blocks around penetration. Whether you are seeking to explore new sensations, deepen your capacity for surrender, or experience the power dynamic this practice can bring, I tailor the session to meet you exactly where you are.

My intuitive, attuned presence ensures that your boundaries are honoured and your comfort is prioritised at every step. Together, we create a container where vulnerability becomes a source of strength, trust becomes the foundation for pleasure, and your body feels celebrated and respected.
This is more than an erotic act — it’s a journey into trust, embodiment, and the joy of conscious exploration.

Sacred BDSM & Shibari: Exploring Surrender (Minimum 2 Hours)

Sacred BDSM and Shibari are about far more than the physical — they are a conscious, embodied exploration of surrender, trust, and the rich emotional landscapes that unfold when we allow ourselves to be truly held. In these immersive 2-hour sessions, we step away from stereotypes and performance, creating instead a deeply authentic space where your needs, desires, and boundaries are honoured at every stage.

Using the art of Japanese rope bondage and elements of conscious BDSM, we work together to explore the interplay of control, release, and surrender in a way that feels safe, nurturing, and deeply connected. Each tie, each restraint, is applied with care and intention, whether it is the gentle embrace of rope against your skin or the heightened awareness that comes from stillness and restriction.

The session begins with open communication — discussing boundaries, consent, and your desired level of intensity — so you can relax into the experience knowing you are in complete control of how far we go. From there, we enter into a dance of sensation and emotion: rope patterns that hold and adorn your body, touch that ranges from feather-light to grounding, moments of playful tension followed by delicious release.

This work is about more than erotic play. It is about connection — with yourself, with your body, and with the freedom that can come when you choose to let go. Surrender in this context is not about giving up your power, but about reclaiming it through conscious choice, trusting yourself enough to explore new edges and trusting me to hold you safely within them.

Whether you are drawn to the aesthetic beauty of shibari, the emotional intensity of BDSM, or the profound inner shifts that can arise from surrender play, these sessions offer a pathway into authentic experience, self-discovery, and growth. You leave not just with the memory of rope on your skin, but with a deeper sense of self and a greater capacity for trust, vulnerability, and pleasure.

Impact Play: Spanking, Flogging & Caning (Minimum 1 Hour)

Impact play can be a profoundly cathartic, energising, and even healing experience when approached with presence, care, and sacred intention. In this 1-hour session, we step beyond the clichés of punishment to explore spanking, flogging, and caning as tools for awakening sensation, moving stagnant energy, and deepening your connection to your body.

Each strike, each rhythm, is applied with awareness — an offering of sensation rather than harm. Impact play in this context becomes a dance between intensity and gentleness, activation and release. The warmth of a hand, the thud of a flogger, the sharp kiss of a cane — each has its own voice, texture, and purpose. Together, they can create waves of energy that ripple through your body, bringing you fully into the present moment.

This work can be deeply cathartic, helping to release emotional blocks stored in the body, or it can be purely activating, awakening your senses and stirring your erotic energy. It can also be playful, experimental, and exploratory, inviting you to discover how different sensations resonate with you.

I hold a grounded, attuned space, ensuring that trust, consent, and communication are at the heart of every moment. We begin with clear agreements about your boundaries, your desires, and your limits. From there, I guide you through the rhythms of impact, tuning into your breath, your sounds, and your energy so that the session flows in harmony with you.

Shadow Tantra (Minimum 2 Hours)

Shadow Tantra is an intimate and transformative journey into the parts of yourself that are often hidden, suppressed, or unacknowledged — the aspects of your being that may carry shame, fear, longing, or untapped power. Over the course of this 2-hour session, we create a safe, compassionate space to gently meet and explore these layers, allowing what has been pushed into the shadows to be seen, honoured, and integrated.

We weave together tantric practices and shadow work to bring awareness to these hidden parts. Through breath, conscious touch, eye contact, movement, and guided inquiry, you are invited to explore the feelings, desires, and impulses that may have been locked away. This is not about forcing anything to the surface — instead, we work at your pace, following the thread of curiosity and honouring the natural unfolding of your process.

The work can be deeply healing, dissolving the barriers between what you accept in yourself and what you reject. By bringing light to the shadow, you reclaim lost energy, release old patterns, and begin to embrace the fullness of who you are. Pleasure and intimacy often deepen naturally as a result, as the parts of you that once felt unsafe to express find welcome and acceptance.

How You Can Expect to Feel After a Session with Me

After a session with me, you can expect to emerge with a profound sense of ease — your body softer, your mind quieter, and your energy flowing more freely. The combination of conscious touch, breath, and energy work often leaves you feeling both deeply relaxed and vividly alive, as if you have reconnected to a part of yourself that had been waiting to be seen and felt.

Many clients describe a sensation of lightness, as though the weight of stress, tension, or old emotional patterns has been gently lifted. You may feel a delicious warmth radiating through your body, an openness in your chest, or a deep grounding in your belly — signs that your nervous system has shifted into a state of rest, trust, and receptivity.

There is often a quiet clarity that arises, where your inner world feels calmer and more spacious. You may notice a renewed sense of curiosity about your own sensuality, or a richer connection to your desires — not just sexual desires, but the desires that guide your life and expression. This is the place where emotional healing, physical relaxation, and spiritual connection meet.

For some, the experience is deeply rejuvenating — a gentle reset that brings balance and vitality. For others, it’s profoundly transformative, opening the door to new levels of pleasure, intimacy, and self-awareness. Whatever your intention, you will leave feeling nourished, empowered, and more attuned to your body’s rhythms and your own authentic energy.

Additional Information

I offer sessions from 9am to 9pm, exclusively in my private retreat space. Please be aware that all of my sessions involve one-way touch, where I provide touch and energy to you. I do not engage in any genital touch on myself during these sessions.

I occasionally receive inquiries about whether I am naked during sessions. This is a personal choice that I consider in the moment; if I feel comfortable and the energy aligns, I may choose to be naked. However, I reserve the right to remain in my bra and panties or a sarong, as this feels appropriate for the environment I create. Please respect that I do not wear lingerie, as it does not align with the sacred and holistic approach I bring to my work.
Additionally, I do not provide penetrative sexual services on myself, nor do I engage in any genital or breast touch on myself during sessions. My focus is on your journey of connection, healing, and pleasure within the boundaries we establish together.