Good morning my lovelies, hope everyone is well on this rather wet and gloomy morning. How are we nearly at the end of the month let alone another year which has just whizzed by. I don’t know about you but I feel I have done sod all this year, well apart from acquiring my gorgeous little shed which I absolutely love, but we won’t go there!!

I was driving along the other day and my mind started harking back to the days in which I was lucky to be free enough to see clients Willy nilly (so to speak) or rather I was in a situation to have meetings at home and I began to miss the freedom that I didn’t really know that I had and although my situation has been rather turned upside down and back to front and now I am not in a situation to accommodate anyone, unless it is to have a coffee and a chat, I have begun to definitely miss everything about my “not so secret” occupation.

What is it that I miss? Obviously I miss the excellent sex but more than that I actually miss just being in the company of the clients who I feel lucky enough to want to come to see me. Yes I miss the touching and the kissing and the flirting but above all I miss the relationships that I had with each and every client and each friendship that emerged from seeing them and they were so special in their own right. Believe it or not I care about those clients who I saw or i am very lucky to still see and this is what I miss the most and that is what makes what I do so unique and special.

People think that this profession is sordid and salubrious but they are the ones who do not understand or want to believe that you get what you pay for and although I don’t offer that money back guarantee I hope that by doing my little bloglets (although this year have been quite sporadic) you can gauge what kind of service that I want to provide and how genuine and unique I am in wanting to get to know the clients I feel lucky enough to see time and time again.

I believe firmly that you can only get out because of what you put in and in this situation that is time let alone effort. I do have my rules tho in that I only text back after receiving a text and although I am unfortunately not able to do the “ping pong” text service, I do enjoy receiving messages but am very aware that these can unfortunately be received at the most inappropriate times and this is why I am sometimes dubious about replying. But I do enjoy receiving emails or messages on here so please message me as I love to hear from you.

I am also extremely lucky to sometimes receive the odd letter although this has to be saved to clients who I obviously already know but receiving these, my heart does a little flutter when I open my little post box on the wall so I grab a cuppa and open the sealed blue envelope and read an actual hand written letter. Unfortunately I am not able to reciprocate which I would love to be able to do but I do sometimes send him an unexpected email which I hope would suffice.

It is funny that we now take for granted being able to tap out messages using only one finger and that is quicker than using two hands on a keyboard and our skills at being grammatically correct are none existent thanks to advancement in technology in correcting our little fat fingers. You can see why so many people have become uncommunicative. I’m surprised that we are not confronted by people just holding out their phones and iPads and showing us their typed messages instead of actually talking!! Mmm soon we will all be little robot minions and have micro chips instead of brains, I’m glad that won’t happen in my lifetime tho because I love to chat and it’s shutting me up that’s the problem, but I hope that people do try !!